Sunday, May 27, 2012

When I have Jesus in my life

Life's not easy but it gets SO much easier with Him..
He is the strength of my heart,
He says " try again" when I feel like giving up,
When I cry,I feel His love,I know that He loves me,
let's not fake it, life is not perfect,
it may feel perfect for a moment ,
but not every good things remain the same forever,
even families break apart,friends... well,people change...
but knowing that Jesus remains FOREVER AND FOREVER FOREVER EVER EVER
I am able to STAND UP,LOVE AND FORGIVE OVER AND OVER AGAIN,
I am able to be THANKFUL even in adversities , 
If it wasn't for Jesus,
I have no idea how I will be able to live this life without bitterness ,
sure I'll be able to go through it ..
but not like how I would live life when I have Jesus...

Sunday, May 6, 2012

photos

I love taking photos,
I don't have a camera for now
but I'll get one,one day :)
So,these are some of the photos I took with my phone and edited a little hehe
They're not very good but there's always room for improvement,right?

Heart-shaped cloud
             
Sunlight and tress
      
Kuching's sky 
  
Fail tumblr photo XD
         
Yes,true.
  


I think this is my favorite :) 

Forgiveness

Beauty in the word of God,yes the flower looks dead lol
    

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My guitar




Fake flower !!
Kuching's sky!NOT EDITED BAHAHA   

PATIENCE,something I must have

fail...
near my house,sunlight

a friend drew this


SO,I think I seriously need to return to my books.
I can hear them calling me 
"Alfonsa,come study liao.sem 1 in 1 week a "
yes,very depressing.




Thursday, September 1, 2011

JESUS I NEED YOU

It's true,even though sometimes I feel so fired up and all I want to do is to pursue God .All I want is Him,all I want is to worship and praise Him ,all I want is to glorify His name but there are many times I fail to do that.I get so caught up in this world that I forget to pray ,read His word and spend time with my King .When I'm happy,I sometimes forget Him.I forget how beautiful His love is,how wonderful His presence is,how Great He is,how much He has helped me and how much He loves me. Deep in my heart,I know that I still long for Jesus but I'm too weak and too distracted,It feels like something's holding me back,trying to keep me away from Jesus.My Spirit is willing but my body is weak. That's why I need Jesus for strength,I need God to always bring me back to Him.I want Him to make me desperate for Him every single day.I need His help ,I can't to this alone...I'm nothing without Him.I'm just a WEAK sinner . Oh Lord,I need You ..I REALLY REALLY need You .I surrender myself to You.


"Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation.The spirit is willing but the body is weak" Mark 14:38

Saturday, August 27, 2011

an undivided heart

No one can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money. (Matthew 6:24)


Yes if we choose to follow Jesus,we should follow Him full-heartedly.We should commit ourselves and our life completely to Him.The way we live,what we do,say and think MUST PLEASE GOD.Don't get involved in anything that doesn't belong to Christ.WALK IN THE LIGHT FAITHFULLY .We are children of the light ,don't get involved with the darkness anymore.Yes we do fail sometimes but pray and ask God for help constantly.If we really have the desire,He will grant us.Don't worship God half-heartedly Focus on Christ.Choose Him,seek Him,run to Him .Make your life all about HIM ,make HIM the centre of your life,not games not the tv,not the idols ..We children of God do not belong to the world. Be committed to Christ for He died on the cross for our sins.He loves us .If we love Him and chose to follow Him,let's be devoted to our master . I pray that we will all have an undivided heart 

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Jesus,my source of happiness

I tell myself sometimes: " Stop frowning and smile.You have Jesus.Life is beautiful with Jesus" 


Yeah,I really think I should stop being so annoyed,angry,sad,depressed,worried sometimes,I have Jesus.Isn't that all I need?.

" Jesus is everything,therefore I have everything" 

I have His love <3<3
I have no reason at all to feel lonely cause I have a one true-and-will-never-betray-nor-talk-behind-my-back friend,JESUS <3 (who will never ditch me :D)
I have Jesus to comfort me when I'm sad :) He doesn't only comfort me,He listens to my problems and actually HELP ME SOLVE MY PROBLEMS
He is always ready to help me whenever I need HIM ! 
I don't have to be afraid of anything because He will protect me ! 
 oh ,we often worry about our future.hmm let's see.God has everything sorted out for me ;) ..He knows everything.No worries,God is a very wise God ! Everything He chose for you is always better than the things you chose for yourself.He knows what's best for you.....

Then,why should I be sad when I'm loved,accompanied,comforted,helped,protected and my future is assured?I SHOULD BE HAPPY AND THANKFUL !

So,all we have to do is start to learn how to lean on Him,have complete faith and trust HIM!He is a God who will never fail us !He will never stop loving us,He will never leave nor forsake us,He's there whenever we need Him.He is the reason I should be smiling ,I should always be filled with joy and never stop rejoicing because of the Lord.HE IS MY SOURCE OF HAPPINESS.AMEN GOD IS GOOD

Hoho

Hehe,forgive me.I'm not good in blogging but I just think that I need to share whatever God has done in my life ,He deserves all the glory and I hope my blog will be an encouragement to those who reads it ^__^ .